Even if you found out I was insane, would you still love me or leave me to suffer as my insanity slowly consumes me?Beware the stare of Mary shaw, she had no children only dolls, if you see her do not scream, she'll rip out your tongue at the seam-----Haven means the world to me… don't hurt her or I'll rip out your throat---Why does every girl I date just stops talking to me ?! Why does no one want to talk to me :,( <\3I don't wanna live this destiny, it goes on endlessly<\3----My legs are dangling off the edge, a stomach full of pills didn't work again, I put a bullet in my head and I'm gone gone gone gone……Ive hurt so many ppl :,( I feel like if I die then maybe this world will be better.I might date again but I'm not sure--Now I've lost 27 ppl I loved :'( idk how I'm gonna live with that :'( --------I'm a guy not a girl(asking Alexandria is a band...I've short black hair, almost black eyes(turn red whenever I'm in a swimming pool), 5'5, abs, mix skin --- These lies are leading me astray
It's too much for me to stay
I don't wanna live this destiny
It goes on endlessly
I see you, so please stay strong
I'll sing you one last song and then I'm gone
I don't wanna live this destiny
It goes on endlessly--------------->deuce.
I'm a guy.I'm shy when i talk to really pretty girls 14 or older..Ive a nickname and it's cuddle bear. I have xbox live . I listen to Monster cat, crown the empire, in fear and faith, slipknot, motionless in white,uverworld,rookiez is punk'd,linked horizon , t.m revolution,nightcore,deuce, Hollywood undead,Chelsea grin,of mice and men,bring me the horizon,pierce the veil,sleeping with sirens,asking Alexandria. I'll put a reverse bear trap on you k:) ? I love anime so much, my fav animes are attack on Titan, fairy tail,blue exorcist,soul eater,bleach. My fav singers are deuce and hatsune miku.
I love my friend Nicole, she's cool and awesome and pretty ^_^. I love my bestie Elizabeth she's super gorgeous and a fun person to be with and I'm glad I met her. "They said they'll stay with you forever but forever never existed, they threw me away like some worthless trash, left me there to rot slowly and painfully and they laughed, and I ask my self: what did I do to deserve this?" .. Cammyrn is one of my besties:) she comforted me when I needed it and it's really sweet of her, and she's really pretty too. Kitty is one of my 12 special best friends, she's like a sister to me and so are every girl that's my best friend, kitty is really pretty too and she's nice and sweet :) I'm happy I met her. ❤️⚓️ Of monster and Macy ⚓️❤️Is my pandora bestie, you make her sad, I will shoot a RPG in your butt!!! WHAT DID I F**KING DO TO DESERVE THIS ETERNAL TORTURE?!?! EVERY SINGLE DAY I GET TORTURED BY MEMORIES OF THE 28 PPL I LOVED DEARLY WHO DIED!!!! AND I LIVE WITH REGERTS EVERY F**KING DAY!!!!!! I JUST WANT THIS TORTURE TO END ;(( PLEASE JUST END IT ALREADY! SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS HELLISH NIGHTMARE, AND WHY AM I ALWAYS LIED TO :,(----I wonder if this whole time, inside of me is saying " I wanna kill my self" cuz I keep waking up with a wire wrapped around my neck, maybe my mind is saying " I deserve to die, no one loves me" question is: is it all true?