I'm a considerate Misanthrope who's best friend died a meaningless and random death 4 yrs before my marriage did. This did not help my general dystimic attitude.
It turns out my Marriage had a disjointed foundation, even after extensive repairs circa '06 (her nagging & my philandering curtailed)--Well she just nagged less, and I posted Rants online.
In a weak & desperate moment I agreed to lunch w/another seriously f**ked up individual (depression is lonely) We never even hugged, but she was a girl, so I broke My (Ex?)wife's trust. So f**ked up to ruin your life for such innocuous & pointless s**t. Honestly,if god exists he is a sadistic a**hole.
I love My 6 year old son & 4 year old daughter to distraction, & tolerate my work because it M.I.T. is good for the soul.
"All men die, but not every man really lives." (Braveheart) I'm evidence of the latter. My existence has always been threadbare and ethereal. Music at least gives me some log to grasp in my current Piscean undertow. Landfall ahead