What happened, my dear? Why do you no longer interest my mind? My heart will forever love you, but what happened? I wonder. Maybe it is my many distractions. Ah, but I'll always love you most, my dear. My Lord put you in my life for a reason, but I do not know why. I fell in love with you. But then he came along...And then him, too. What ever happened to just one? My heart has let me down yet again. Which do I choose, my love? The one who appeared as a cold and broken soul inside? Or the one who gets me lost in his very eyes? Or shall I choose you, my love? I will be guided, and I have so much to learn. But I ask from you one thing: a smile. From him I ask to be held in his arms, and to him I ask, "Why do your eyes trap my soul in my own emotions?" Ahhhhhhhhhhh, you see now...Love is confusing. It will remain that way until the day I die; and when that day does come, the answer will be so clear. Maybe that is why we are put here. To learn what we think love is, and then fall into uncertainty. We are wrong; but when we return home, the answer shall be revealed. And oh, what a day that shall be. To you, I say: "Do not forget the ones who love you most, because without them, you are nothing." To the boy with wolf's eyes I say, "I could continue to talk to you about endless things and ideas, but my heart will never be released from the pull of your haunting eyes." To the man who I see to be a villain and a hero: "Hold me in your arms, just once, so I can hear your heart beat, just to feel my own beating a thousand times faster. Just once so I can stare into your eyes, and to look into your beautiful soul. Just once, so I can feel love the way I have never felt love before." I love all of you dearly, but like I said, Love is confusing. Oh, but what fun it is.