It'll be fine in the end. And if it isn't fine, then it isn't the end.... HI!! I'm 16 years old. I am so pale its weird. I have bright red hair and eyes the turn brown/black when I'm sad. I HATE it when guys say 'i love you'. So dont tell me you love me! And LOVE IS DIFFERENT THAN LUV!!!! I'm bisexual!! I hate the color pink, I am NOT a girly girl at all but im not tomboy. My favorite color is faded purple. Im in band, I know I'm a band geek(I play flute and oboe) But I'm the kool kinda band geek. I love converse and skinny jeans. Haha. I love dancing! I write songs and sing a little(i dont think im good but oh well) I HATE justin bieber and one direction and austin mahone with all of my heart. :) My favorite bands are saosin, three days grace, rise against, breaking benjamin, eminem(well hes not a band but still), hollywood undead, sick puppies, evanescence, the material, seether, deuce, panic! At the disco, and linkin park. Anyway, i hate the s**t hole i moved to almost 5 years ago. It sucks.... my parents took me from my city(DETROIT) and now I live in Ghetto Hicksville. I'm extremely paranoid lately(dont look at my ankles or legs or arms!!!!) I cut...... I've self harmed 880 times....... im kind of random and extremely weird... im very depressed lately.... idk why but i am...... anyway.... If you message me and i dont answer KIK me @ NotSuchAGirlyGirl. I hope everyone is having a better day than me. *blows kisses* kisses for everyone. Maybe if I was prettier, skinnier, not the virgin slut, not emo, not short, and not a f**king mess... life would be better.... cuz I don't see green grass anywhere....... except over there..... I guess I can try to be less lazy and walk over there. Wish me Luck! <3 BYE!!!!!