Im just another random person u come across. Im a 13 yr old girl. I came from a forein country. All i want is to have a good life. My mother dosent like me. when im in pain she dosent beleave me. screw tht she dosent beleave me period. i dont consider my relitives as my family. i consider my friends as family. No one in my family gives a damn about me besides my dad. my dad has always bein there for me no matter what ive done. my mom has never bein there for me. becouse of this i dont trust girls and i tend to trust guys more than girls. i had a big brother he died when i was nine, he was murdered infront of me. I cry my self to sleep every night over this *if i can fall asleep* becouse i couldive taken the bullet. yes i blame myself for his death. oviously i had no control over it. at times the pain i feel is so powerful that i litterly go crazy and i tend to punch a hole in a wall during this. i personally think that my life sucks. alot of my friends think im rich and im really not. what i have now is worked for.my closest friends are the ones who matter the most to me. they have always bein there for me and they can calm me down if i suddenly go crazy. i am very shy at first then i will do the randomest s**t when i get used to a person. I am very sensitive so.. Be careful becouse my self esteem level is 0. My friends mean alot to me... Thank u guys for being there for me. At the moment i am depressed and suicidal.. I am agressive if u try to hurt anyone i know. If my friend comes running up to me saying someone threatened or hurt them... U better move to f**king pluto, becouse i will find u and i will kill u. I am a certified scuba diver, i shoot guns, i am very athletic, and best of all i am plain awesome. Follow if u want. Its your choice not mine. I am a very sensitive person so please be careful with what u say becouse i may get offended. My fav bands r head hunterz, dead mau 5, korsakoff, nickel back, three days grace, cookie monstah, skillet, coone, showtek, mechanical meltdown, tinie temprah, bruno
Mars, ke$ha, dj bubbles, tha playah, suicide commando, kid culdi, knife party, jason derulo, david guetta, christina angulera, and alot more. My music is my life. I lov all types of music. my favorite song of all time is words of the gang by dj coone. my favorite type of music is hardstyle. what hardstyle is, is its a electric beat with usarly like a thumping sound like throughout the whole song. its good.. you should check it out if u want. I was emo before. yes i cut myself.. i am not messed up thats just how it was for me.. a few of my friends stopped me before i bled to death...im a picky and shy person. Dont hate on me becouse i am better than u or that u dont like me. If u talk behiend my back tht only means i am two steps ahead of u. My haters are my motivators. I am an awesome person if u wanna get to know me. I dont wanna make this too long so ima cut it off here. Byeeee!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ when im gone just carry on dont morn just rejoice every time u hear the sound of my voice just know that im looking down on u smiling and i diddet feel a thing.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i have turned into something i am not proud of... Let me tell u how i was before everything went to s**t
I was and i guess i still am a christan i was not an extremest but i did go to bible studies and church every sunday. I had shorter hair, i NEVER did anything bad like EVER and i was called an angel for a reason. Now my mom calls me a b**ch. Thats just a little bit on my past before everything went wack.