Counting this year out I lost a huge part of who I was the past 27 years of my life w/the death of David and I would not be the strong woman I am tonight as I think on the past like a slide show I smile, laugh, scream and cry for all that we co created I will be forever grateful and when this year closes I swear you will always be part of my story but not my whole story. I know you want me to breathe and love life again and I am going to try w/all that I was am & will ever be. Your just a veil away and one day I to will go beyond that veil to find out what's next for us. Your love captured me for 27 years. Please let me find a good year just 41 dayz away. 2014 hurry!!!! My new year has already been more than I could of ever asked for. I am in a new state living with my sister and her husband. They have been such a blessing I can not even find words to express my gratitude, I thought I'd never smile again but with their support and willingness to just let me be who I am I have found myself smiling and laughin. As strange as it may seem to some this is a way for me to deal the death of my soulmate of 27 years. Thanks for listening to me bare my soul.