This feeling is different from the last time I felt like this. The last time I was lost and confused and had no one to go to. Nothing to take it out on except myself. I came out of that looking for someone or something. And luckily got the help I needed and found it.
Well this time. I know the people who mean the most to me and the ones that are going to be there at my side when I say I need them. True people that I love will always be there for me when I feel it all closing in on me and I can walk out with my head high and unscathed. I'll cry tears no doubt, but this time for every tear there will be a thousand million little smiles.
I come from a place where the sun sets and yet the people never seem to sleep. There is always someone I can call at 4am and they're all jacked up just like me. Someone I can talk to until I fall asleep with my phone by my ear and my body wrapped in a warm blanket. I call those people my best friends.
"People respect you because they feel you've survived hard times and endured, and although you've become famous, you haven't become phony." - Marilyn Monroe
*Whoever invented DayQuil thankk you. You have officially made Chris go insane!! And of course if Chris is insanne....THEN SO AM IIIII!!!! Wow like woww! (:
Today Chris said this, "B**ch, IF IM GOING DOWN YOUR COMING DOWN WITH MEEEEE!" then he pulled me down and we laid on the ramp laughing our guts out(: the thing i really love though is that people love us even though we act like thattt(: