14 and a half (yes i had to put that) im beyond girly. Getting tongue and belly piercing probably on 15th bday xD. Not makeup wearng girly just a lil before that. I may smile but under that smile tells a story of a little girl whose had to grow up faster than she wanted. Abused emotionally physically sexually. Ive been called a whore slut c**t homewrecker but i dont let it hurt me, it takes a strong person to talk about someone but a STRONGER one to turn the cheek and prove them wrong. My whole life changed when i was about 12...i fell in love and ended up with a broken heart by the age of 13 and a half. I always thought i wasnt supposed to be happy, i tried killing myself became very antisocial to a lot of people, id hide it from my parents they still to this day dont know how broken inside i am from being sexually abused by my brothers right in from of them, i have flash back of that horrible moment the suicidal moments would start again id make myself feel worthless. Sometimes I wonder if things happen for a reason but idk. Then i met my best friend jessica and with her i feel like a whole new person while still being true to myself, she is one of the BEST things to happen to me and im thankful to have her in my life. I sing not professionally though YET.
I think everyone has a purpose in life whether they think it our not that do, some people might be blessed with beauty, smarts, personality or even un believable talents, even if you dont have any of that believe me you do, there will be someone or something that comes in your life and makes it clearer for you to see and realize that