So all my past is erased now..better? Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor And I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words....What a beautiful wedding, what a beautiful wedding says a bridesmaid to a waiter, yes but what a shame, what a shame the poor groom's bride is a whore. So..hi:P.If you wanna know anything about me go follow my other profile..Make sure you follow Maui Surfer Girl, Cuz She's awesome sauce..lol ∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮∮ Ok..So I've been writing this for about a week now so here's nothing.
Seeing my dad arrested as a kid, that's what I witnessed as a kid, sparks being lit, it was sick seeing all of
That s**t was all he did, the hate hovered like a blimp, age 7 I walked around with a limp, all due to
All my ideas would shrink, I'd just see my mom sink, under her tears all because he hit, abused and
If I had a second chance, I'd go back, rip his f**king head off and just laugh, maybe write a little rap, explaining all this crap he put us through, the things he did, the s**t he put us through, the things we'd do, but then he took a big hit and now shook, But
I ain't got time for a hook when my life's dramatic enough, to write a f**king book, if I could I
Tell him how our childhood was ruined from his addiction to abuse, yeah this all comes out as truth,
Pain and torture, made me change my style, well I won't have it any longer as the pain was
Words cannot express the hate, the scars he left, will never fade, yeah maybe this all just fate but what's left of me, I'm gonna make it
Now I'm finding all these clues, he bit off more than he could chew, all the lawsuits all the hearings all because of you devil's
This is my story and I'll tell it, it wasn't being bullied its the way Alex would sell it.
Mentally, physically, lyrically, metaphorically, I've been destroyed but this hate' s made me stronger, yeah my mentality has risen. Kat you're a blessing, that one's just a given. Love you Alex.
Love it, hate it. It's me.↑↑ I Know I'm no Eminem ↑↑